While I'm contemplating maggi mee

was reading nette's blog and there was this paragraph.......
It’s really sad, the way i drift from one phase of my life to the next and somehow drift away from my old friends in between.I’m like, hardly in contact with most of the people i hung out with in lower sec and i just find that really really sad! I mean, it didn’t start bugging me until lately, when i’m looking at all their blogs and everything, and then i read all about their lives and all the stuff they’re doing, and it’s like, amazing how much time has passed since we were all little kids in that ugly green uniform

I totally agree but sometimes, like My Girl, I don't want to meet them. The memories are encased in a nice dusty corner and you can blow off the dust and remember it exactly the way you did. But if you did catch up, sometimes that memory is lost. Not saying it happens all the time but sometimes, people do not turn out the way you thought they would. *shudders* I remember meeting my primary school friend in sec 2 and I almost screamed. She was such a vast difference. I mean, TKGS was famous for all the transitions of angel in heaven to bitch from hell


So to meet or not to meet?


Funny, that sometimes, these memories can be erased as well. Needless to say, me and nette weren't the best of pals in sec 1 & 2...haha.. but now, i'm quoting her!! says alot huh?! but some other peeps whom I actually regarded as friends are such hypocrites, its almost bewildering. Even Nuha was my "best friend" in sec 2 and I still do care for her, but things aren't just the same now and only now is there the maturity to understand why.

I guess in a odd way, it still hurts when you read their blogs and see how much has changed, how you are no longer a part of their life the way you used to be. In a way, it seems to be that you don't really matter. And its true! We should move on and not cling on to some things that may just not be


But there will be moments when you trip over a wire that will trigger a fond memory. Embrace it, grin and leave a note.


Cuz bygones may be bygones but history repeats itself

Night :]