and I've never felt more alone in my life

......

and they expect us to be serious lawyers

LexisNexis Enterprise Solutions

Is it just me or is that screaming CHEAP OUT OF WORK CARTOON VILLAIN TRYING TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD *insert evil sneer*

poetically unpoetic

and its lovely.
the evening sunshine filtering through the blinds to dance upon my bed.
I can imagine rolling meadows, laughing friends and googley eyed couples.
I love the evening sometimes. It just begs you to sit outside and run around
That feeling associated with freedom comes with evening sunshine
That little kid lolling about in the pool.
Reminds me of young love and candy floss.
Sitting in siglap, slurping the last bits of starbucks
philosophising about life, lots abt love and everything else.


You can always tell when I'm sick :)

and its pouring outside. so much rain . flashes of lightening intersped with the rolling of thunder
And its so silent. Its like I'm the only one here that matters.

I like.

i had so much to say but my fingers are too fat to type everything out. wow. Isn't this title tremendously long for a title?

boo.

AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHh

-monsters inc.

I am drinking coffee and dunking chocolate chip cookies in my coffee.
Making an absolute mess and loving it. The coffee is too hot so the cookie becomes soggy very fast and breaks apart faster so i'm dripping it on me.
I have chooclate stains all over me. I feel like a kid :D *beaming grin*
Chi would probably have an apoplexy now. So would Jo. and my mum

People *huff*

Pilfered off vals's blog

See what you do is play your media player on random, and pick the first 11 songs. Chronologically. Be honest.

1. What do you think of me, Random Music Player?
Nine Days - I'd go crazy. yes, hunny, i'd go crazy for you if u ever ever leave my computer. or i'll sub you in with a new version :D

2. Will I have a happy life?
The Juliana Theory - P.S We'll call you when you get there . oh yes. poignant yet depressing

3. What do my friends really think of me?

Breaking Benjamin - Bonus Track ..er, I'm the bonus? the surprise. Quite a nice thing to be commented as. I AM A BONUS! CHERISH ME DAMN IT!

4. How can I make myself happy?
Bare Naked Ladies - One Week. Oh my god, a greater sign to become lesbian and attain nirvana cannot be shown. To be happy, i have to languish with bare naked ladies for one week. hoo boy!

5. What should I do with my life?
Aviatic - goodbye beautiful day. Oh erm. hmm.

6. Can you give me some advice?
c21 - She cries okaaaaaaaaay. this is getting cryptic.

7. What do you think happiness is?
Nine Days - 257 weeks. So cryptic. 257 weeks closer to happiness? the 257 week guide to -zen- happiness, find yourself in 257 weeks, tantric sex in 257 weekly postions? CRYPTIC

8. Do you have any advice to give over the next few hours/days?
Bryan Adams - Get Away Heck, that's advice Í'll keep giving people. Its good advice. RUN AWAY NOW

9. A song for me?
Delta Goodrem - Lost Without You (acoustic) *snort* and You will be?

10. What will tomorrow be like?
Incubus - Stellar (acoustic) yeah man! something to look forward to!

11. What will next year be like?
Everlcear - I will buy you a new life Now we're talking!!! I WANT NOW!

okay, as judging by my previous post, I have realised that I should not really prove to people I am actually nothing but an air head. yes, that is exactly how I think. Its like a dog. focussed till the next treat comes along.

I really need to pick up alternative interests. I don't know. like join an online forum or be active in something. I'm so sedantry, its disgusting. i could be that rock at bikini bottom that keeps recurring in sponge bob square pants. What happened to everything I wanted to do?

y'know, I'm never gonna change the world.

or do something about it.

I will pick up yoga!! Its coming to a CC near me!

all of me, spelling errors and all.

Man, sundays ALONE are so liberating and surprisingly, I cannot believe I think with spaces. I usually thinking its amesh of furious thoughts all jumbled up which it usually is so i dunno maybe cuz its typing. its jo's brithday haven't got anything yet and that reminds me i owe denise a card and I still dunno what exactly to put it in it that would make it worse than putting the wrong's person picc in her card. hahahahhaha
gimme my money back, you bitch. And don't forget to give me back my black tee shirt.
damn that song is funny. hahha. i have so much work to do yet I am so unbothered. what is wrong with me. I dcan't believe I'm typing all of this. Man, I',m getting all unexerccisey and flabby. can't believe my hand hrt from flipping thru tees in heeren,i think i sprained an arm muscle. I sthat even possible?!
Just spent the whole of last nigth watching I heart huckabees which is an interesting take on life and funniness. hahaha. Really, though it was surreal it was poignant and yet funny. stupid but funny. Damn, that reminds me, I have to send anu the post it software! I hope eulogy is like that. lookskinda funny. Lemon TEA! !!!! Mac's lemon tea! Lemon tea! I want to dance. hmmmm, lemme search for in the club. You know, i think the only song I could never get sick off would be jimmy eat world - sweetness. Its been on since I was sec 3 and i could never never never ever get sick of it. You make me so excited and I dun wanna fight it. Ain't nuthin better baby, I start to rush, you are my sugar rush. Reminds me of beach flip flops and candy. I can't stand pple ( i think this ws with lynn) who proclaim to be song elitists *which I do* hahah but i love somepop music and etc etc. AARGH i feel like a poseur. HAha. Jo and I concluded (imptce of good grammar) that i relaly bitch too much and too viciously. WILL NOT BITCH WILL NOT BITCH cuz i always feel guilty. must stop swearing also. Yesterday was kinda fun, realising I am soo sad. I haven't actually crushed at all. properly. wa lau. sucks. I feel like my teenhood was a lie and les sunfulfilled. maybe I realy am asexual. oh dear. dun think I am les but asexual. Its ironic but its terrible. maybe its true. oh hmmm. or hahhaha, it could be cuz nobody wants me. Nobody lurves me everybody hates me..maybe its like that cool program me and Hani were doing till the wee hours of night. Man, I completely hated friday. fell asleep thru every lesson. I mean, kncok myself out kinda sleepy. surviving on 2 hrs of sleep for TWO DAYS. but it also felt liberating. like I was less nice to people and could be more snappy and more bitchy becuase my guard wasn't up.
Okay lunch.

oh dear.

I think I just cackled really loudly in lecture.

I tort I blogged (painful I know..)

Gems from tort lecture

The pedestrian didn’t know where to run so I ran over him
The pedestrian to the pavement but I caught him


Hmm. It isn't that different blogging from lecture. But, there doesn't seem much to say
Hmmm.

I am tired.
2 hrs of sleep.
My hair stinks.
And I really beginning to hate the scene

Urgh. Hmmm, we need more noise words.. Listing the ones I know
Grunk
Gunkh
Urgh
Hmmm
Hmph
urk
gah!
kjsfkjsfsdjfkjsdfnmsbnmbFSkfkjh (i think that would be a series of snorts)

As you can see, coherence is not exactly my high priority.
This was just a formality of blogging from lecture.

I really need help.

This is kinda ugly and was a really long time ago design but I'd rather live with this then people constantly saying "You watch bleach? HUH HUHUHHUHUHUHUHUH?"

shattup and go away

*grouchy*

I am actually contemplating a jog now. I keep wanting to stretch and I wonder if its a sign. urgh.

and more importantly,



HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHI!!

today

I stuck my hand into the law mailbox because I forgot my key.

I'm alive!!

"They were telling us after pract, at debrief, that american
cheerleaders do light weights int he morning, go to school, jog 4 km at lunch,go
for more classes, then jog4 more km in the evening"

- kat

This is enough to make you stop believing in American TV.

flurry of camera!

friends forever.. till one stabs the other in the back. hahha :)

lovely foursome :)

bitchin' buds.

kiwi paradise.

Thank the lord for good cake

*gasp* i'm hittin on deb. i knew i always had bad taste in girls.

and that goes out to every shit guy in our lives.

______ checking out her very *ample* cleavage

we too cool for da camera

I think life's like having a crush.

When you have a crush on someone, you think they're hot and you have all this little fantasies about they would act and treat you if you knew them. Once you know them, you realise though they aren't exactly booger-brained, they might as well be.

Before I went to law school, I thought it would be late nights, typing furiously, drinking bucketloads of coffee, looking all professional and intense.

Late nights - check
typing furiously - check
bucketloads of coffee - sort of check
the glamour of looking all professional and intense - MISSING MISSING MISSING MISSING MISSING

Its all about the power of illusion.

*I GOT THE POWERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR*

And just for the record. I fucking hate windows media player

Stop using windows media player. its a huge clumsy inconvenience. Gates domination

Please use winamp.

I am awake. to go school in 5 hours

I need a life


and a manual for it.

*yawn*