well. its another day that I unsuccessfully sit down and try to force some sort of coherency in my thoughts so I can successfully blog properly.
Seriously I don't know why I bother. But I guess its the inherent competitor in me who wants to be the funniest, the kookiest and the coolest blogger. Which obviously I'm not.haha. But I always feel this pressure, if I don't blog after along time, to come up with something so funtabulastic to justify the silence. Perhaps,(actually it IS)it is the same tendecy that prevents me from just being silent completely when I'm with another person for prolonged periods of time. If the silence exceeds a time period of 2 mins, I will have to say something. Explains why I always talk when S is around.hahah. and she knows it too. And I bet she just keeps quiet to irritate me though she denies it completely. F just stares, which is actually far more unnerving.
Speaking of which, I suddenly feel too tired to keep with anyone. I'm such a horrible person. I've only met up with a handful of people over this 3 months and that too over and over again.I really couldn't muster up the energy. A And sometimes, I'm like, why should I? I have MSN, email and of course, SMS. Technology has truly made us such a lazy lot. And it erases the guilt because you are, technically (no pun intended ;), keeping in touch. Well, erm, ya if ur one of those above mentioned, I'm sorry. I'm really lousy. haha. I even stopped reading blogs because so much has been done/gone that it is just too much to keep up.
Problem with blogs, is that when you actually do meet up, there's sometimes nothing to say because, you're like "Oh! I read that." or "Yeah, i read it on ur blog." or if there is, it is inevitably followed u by an accusation - "You didn't blog that!". Why should I! Isn't that the point of meeting up - to catch up? SoO if you do know everything and we really aren't that close, what the HECK are we supposed to talk about? The weather? (which is actually a pretty good topic now days) Next time, I'll just give you my blog address. Seriously.
Well, like everyone knows, it is the A's on friday. And you know know, what I get reminded of. Not so much results (which I'm stressing about) but rather the 3 months that I feel that I completely blew. I didn't feel like I did anything useful. Ya sure, I had debate and I'm going for veena. But when I ask, what skill did I pick up? What did I actually do?! NOTHING.
I tell you, it is the ultimate revenge of the Singapore education system that we feel guilty about slacking during our holidays. Interestingly, I really think the word 'holidays' originated from like 'hole in a day' so its a holiday because ur taking time off to slack.a 'hole' in the day. haha. Definitely not something you should quote to an etymologist.
Do you know I have no idea how exactly to make a paper aeroplance fly? I have been involved in making paper aeroplanes from age 8 and they always stay suspended in air for 3 nano seconds and then sickly whizz down in circular motions, probably to the tune of Lifehouse's "Sick cycle carousel". Its has never once, proudly whizzed past like a fighter jet that would make the RSAF proud.
Its very frightening to realise that after all the romance novels and movies that I used to watch, that I don't really believe in love.As in man-women-sex love. I buy into happily ever after. I don't think its just companionship but I feel its not love. I'm really confused by the notion of it. Passion, yes. Love, erm. Maybe its cuz I'm commitment phobic. I don't know. Its kinda sad when you think about it.very. But why should I buy into all that emotional baggage so young? Do you really think that things will work out because of love alone? Really? Isn't that kinda immature?I know K says that I just need someone to really sweep me off my big feet and leave me to bang my cynical head and then sweep me off again but seriously?
come on!
well, that's the rant for the month.
Sunday, February 27
Friday, February 25
Monday, February 21
Thursday, February 17
Thursday, February 10
You know what's missing ?
A soundtrack.
Seriously there are times in my life when I really needed a song in the background to best express the atmosphere. Cheesy but true. Perhaps it is a delayed impact of the movies in my life, but I really want a song that which truly expresses my life in THAT moment. Well, I guess no one has to hear it or anything and I could probably walk around (like C) with an Mp3 glued to my ears but I guess it juts boils down to the fact that perhaps I just want an automatic relay of the song. Like there's an automatic sensor on my mood which would then choose from a customised playlist and play that song that best expresses the mood. And of course, I can switch it off when I want it
It does sound like a Mp3 player doesn't it?
Well I guess I'm just too lazy to push a button ;)
HAppy CNY!!
A soundtrack.
Seriously there are times in my life when I really needed a song in the background to best express the atmosphere. Cheesy but true. Perhaps it is a delayed impact of the movies in my life, but I really want a song that which truly expresses my life in THAT moment. Well, I guess no one has to hear it or anything and I could probably walk around (like C) with an Mp3 glued to my ears but I guess it juts boils down to the fact that perhaps I just want an automatic relay of the song. Like there's an automatic sensor on my mood which would then choose from a customised playlist and play that song that best expresses the mood. And of course, I can switch it off when I want it
It does sound like a Mp3 player doesn't it?
Well I guess I'm just too lazy to push a button ;)
HAppy CNY!!
Saturday, February 5
yo yo! i've changed my url. it is now
here
or u can't reach it, its snazzystep.blogspot.com
Following protocol, this is stolen from Cristine who stole it from Fatma who probably stole it from someone else.
Nice to see we all have scruples
se7en sins
ANGER::
What is your weapon of choice?
Unsuccessful Sarcasm/Explosion/Bottling It up
::Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?::
duh
How about of the same sex?
yes
Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
Hmm. Probably my parents. They do things in pairs
::Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
Depends on who you are.If I don't like you, I can have a very long memory
SLOTH::
What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?
Something useful
What is the latest you've ever woken up?
1.30 p.m. Fatma and Jolyn probabaly still hold the record
::What is the last lame excuse you made?
Oh dear. I can't meet you. I'm going out. (Contrary to popular opinion, my parents not letting me is not a lame excuse. THEY DO NOT LET ME)
When was the last time you got a good workout?
Last week
::How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?
Twice
GLUTTONY::
What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
Starbucks
::Meat eater?
*stares at you pointedly for very long*
What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?
erm. oh crap. Pple who know me know this. But trust me it was a lot. well rather, it was enough.
Do you have an issue with your weight?
Yes. Born in the wrong era. haha.
ou prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?
Spice it up baby!
::Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH!"?
If the right place and time came along. Perhaps.......
LUST::
How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?
Well there was once that I caught myself stripping in Orchard Road at oh say, about 2 'o clock in the afternoon while I was waiting for some one. There are quite a sizeable number of voyuers in Singapore*
::Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?
Chest? hell yeah. The rest of the areas probabaly are severly lacking (and trust me, in my circle, they definitely are.haha)
Have you "done it"?
If i did, do u think I'd be twiddling my thumbs and blogging? I'd prob be occupied 24/7
::What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?
No preferance actually. Some things just look better on some guys than the rest. Trust me.
Ever tested for an STD or pregnancy?
u think?
GREED::
How many credit cards do you own?..::
Zero. Never plan to own one
What's your guilty pleasure store?
Books. Shoes. Bags.
::If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?::
50% to my family.10% to favourite causes. 0.5% to the severly underfunded TJ debate. haha. 50% of the rest into a savings account and I'll blow the rest.
::Would you rather be rich, or famous?
Rich. Famous usually follows after that. If not, atleast I'll still be rich.A complete win-win situation.
::Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?
Yup. I will then employ my personal stud machine who will spice my life up :)
PRIDE::
What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?
Well, I did the flying fox when I had the deathliest fear of heights. And probabaly a lot of other things?
::What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of??
I kept quiet for 2 days. haha. frankly never thought about it.
::What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?
Make a difference
Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
Yup. Sometimes.
Ok I'm lying. All the time.
::Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?::
Yes. It was politics at work when I lost.
Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?
yes. Most disgustingly was, quizyourfriends.com.
What did you do today that you're proud of?
Went jogging for 2.4km
ENVY::
What item (or person) of your friends' would you most want to have for your own?
Rich Parents who'd gimme anything. haha. I'm such a bitch*
:: Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?
No one.Would not join a stoopid reality show
If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?
Jim Carrey. Just to see how he prevents schizophernia from happening to himself. Or the tallest person in the world - to see how different the view is. haha
::Have you ever been cheated on?
Next.haha.
::Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?::
Not really.
What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?::
Drive and Persistence
Do you wish you'd come up with this survey?
No?!
Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?
And you couldn't guess? haha. Greed if I have the ka-ching but Lust comes tops.
I mean, seriously! hahah.
*If you think this is true, please go have your head examined.
here
or u can't reach it, its snazzystep.blogspot.com
Following protocol, this is stolen from Cristine who stole it from Fatma who probably stole it from someone else.
Nice to see we all have scruples
se7en sins
ANGER::
What is your weapon of choice?
Unsuccessful Sarcasm/Explosion/Bottling It up
::Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?::
duh
How about of the same sex?
yes
Who was the last person who got really angry at you?
Hmm. Probably my parents. They do things in pairs
::Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?
Depends on who you are.If I don't like you, I can have a very long memory
SLOTH::
What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?
Something useful
What is the latest you've ever woken up?
1.30 p.m. Fatma and Jolyn probabaly still hold the record
::What is the last lame excuse you made?
Oh dear. I can't meet you. I'm going out. (Contrary to popular opinion, my parents not letting me is not a lame excuse. THEY DO NOT LET ME)
When was the last time you got a good workout?
Last week
::How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?
Twice
GLUTTONY::
What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice?
Starbucks
::Meat eater?
*stares at you pointedly for very long*
What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?
erm. oh crap. Pple who know me know this. But trust me it was a lot. well rather, it was enough.
Do you have an issue with your weight?
Yes. Born in the wrong era. haha.
ou prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods?
Spice it up baby!
::Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH!"?
If the right place and time came along. Perhaps.......
LUST::
How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)?
Well there was once that I caught myself stripping in Orchard Road at oh say, about 2 'o clock in the afternoon while I was waiting for some one. There are quite a sizeable number of voyuers in Singapore*
::Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?
Chest? hell yeah. The rest of the areas probabaly are severly lacking (and trust me, in my circle, they definitely are.haha)
Have you "done it"?
If i did, do u think I'd be twiddling my thumbs and blogging? I'd prob be occupied 24/7
::What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice?
No preferance actually. Some things just look better on some guys than the rest. Trust me.
Ever tested for an STD or pregnancy?
u think?
GREED::
How many credit cards do you own?..::
Zero. Never plan to own one
What's your guilty pleasure store?
Books. Shoes. Bags.
::If you had $1 million, what would you do with it?::
50% to my family.10% to favourite causes. 0.5% to the severly underfunded TJ debate. haha. 50% of the rest into a savings account and I'll blow the rest.
::Would you rather be rich, or famous?
Rich. Famous usually follows after that. If not, atleast I'll still be rich.A complete win-win situation.
::Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?
Yup. I will then employ my personal stud machine who will spice my life up :)
PRIDE::
What one thing have you done that you're most proud of?
Well, I did the flying fox when I had the deathliest fear of heights. And probabaly a lot of other things?
::What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of??
I kept quiet for 2 days. haha. frankly never thought about it.
::What thing would you like to accomplish in your life?
Make a difference
Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
Yup. Sometimes.
Ok I'm lying. All the time.
::Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?::
Yes. It was politics at work when I lost.
Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?
yes. Most disgustingly was, quizyourfriends.com.
What did you do today that you're proud of?
Went jogging for 2.4km
ENVY::
What item (or person) of your friends' would you most want to have for your own?
Rich Parents who'd gimme anything. haha. I'm such a bitch*
:: Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with?
No one.Would not join a stoopid reality show
If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?
Jim Carrey. Just to see how he prevents schizophernia from happening to himself. Or the tallest person in the world - to see how different the view is. haha
::Have you ever been cheated on?
Next.haha.
::Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own?::
Not really.
What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?::
Drive and Persistence
Do you wish you'd come up with this survey?
No?!
Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?
And you couldn't guess? haha. Greed if I have the ka-ching but Lust comes tops.
I mean, seriously! hahah.
*If you think this is true, please go have your head examined.
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