i lost my SAT admission ticket.

my life is over

i am so screwed

just when i think, i'm minutely responsible, i'm not

dead. dead. dead. dead.

at this point it would be nice, if god said " this was a big joke. wake up my child"

its not happening

i'm dead

so very dead

goodbye

today's debate is ok.. but other things are bothering me and i know it's wrong but i just cant shake that horrible feeling off.. the discomfort wants to make me physically throw up.. i dunno why i am suddenly having this averse feeling.. i dunno. and i cant stand it i really cant i just went to get far away and not let it touch me or bother me..maybe i do.. dunno why i'm so uptight but its been like that for awahile.. like leave me aLONE.. i need space! what is so hard abt that?! maybe it selfish but frankly the acute discomfort outweighs the moral need.. i'm getting the creeps... please .. let it go away!

eewwwwwww cant's stand it.
AARRGGH!