In trouble. Trying to get out of trouble. inducing other people to get into trouble. Bailing other people out of trouble. Always in trouble.
Monday, June 28
a) just kill myself and see heaven/hell much faster then my peers
b) kill some other extremely annoying people who are very very annoying and think they are not but just typing this makes me annoyed, that's how annoying they are
c) and they don't think they are annoying cuz they are too comfortably encased in their knowledge of not being annoying and know it all
d) just scream
e) or kill the annoying people
f) or kill other equally annoying people who think they are not annoying but merely knowledgeble, liposuction all of them and feed them to other annoying people who also think they are not annoying.
AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!
annoyance should not be permitted
damn the digital gods! I know you're watching me!!!!!!!!!!!!! stop staring at me! i hate it when people stare at mE! go away!
Wednesday, June 23
1.Nicknames in sec school: well, sighs. do not question
asthas, piscu, punching bag, potato sack,VASUD (thanks to nuha who has made into an art to shout it down my ear),vasud-toot-toot, vas,sudie, susu,sudz,vadudha(my niece..haha)
2.Sport you were into:
well sec 1 and 2 was badminton..haha.. it was like this religios thing..then sec 3 was hmm..can't remember..haha but i do remember PE and we played volleyball..needless to say, adeline and aimee would start screaming and running in opp directions, then Jolyn would be shrieking..haha..and anyone who got the ball beyond the net was the official spiker. oh yeah, soccer!!! there was this once either robert or gau or was it fatma...hmm. ok wadever... kicked it so high it went over to TKSS and this bunch of mats were so action, they had to flip it a few times and kick it over the tree instead of just passing it over.haha.we made alot of booing noise though.. sec 4 was touch rugby and NO RULES!!!!!!!!! haha.. which no one wants to play anymore..WHY!!!!
3. Had a gang of frens?
oh yeah.. every year..haha :)
4. Best subject?
recess and CME..cuz can talk alot..haha.. I guess it would be english and history cuz he didn't let anyone get less then an L1 or else he'd kill us.
5. Worst subject?
a-maths and e-maths.god.the pain.but i pulled through! :)
6. A teacher you owe life lessons to?
def may tan on what not to be.. haha.. mrs gaberiel!! mrs teo..haha.. mrs mar..maybe mrs moorthy in the tamil centre. oh man.UPTLC gave me a hell lot of life lessons..maybe tan ying..haha
7. A teacher you wanna kick in the ass?
we both mutually hated each other especially after I was the first girl in class to get scolded for talking in class..haha
**Describe**
8. Sec 1 year
kind weird..don't remember much other than the famous " are u an asean scholar" quip to kat.hated the tamil centre with a vengence.I was such a NERD!haha.god my belt was actually sewn!and OMG! I got detention!!! and it was such a major thing..sat outside the princie's office and everything. kinda still feel embarrassed about it.haha.and my god sat next to Fen who is like the only prefect in class..haha.. She used to whisper in class like she was in the espionage service even during class discussion. haha! so cute~ and teng yip!!!hehe~
Sec 2 year
went to Greece with the choir.was still a nerd but atleast my belt was unsewn!! also the year Jana left..hmm..got alot closer to Nuha who was so loud *grinz*..remember the failed chromotaography experiment which still got sent in and only worked during the fair where it was a raving success and the judges could not believe in the difference!!!haha. still hated UPTLC but to a lesser degree.haha cuz it was vimalanz(aka vim-bar) year and we used to strut in like 1 hr after lesson started and giggle throughout. Once,he caught gauz and my note abt lesbians and he read it. kinda pursued his lips and glared. we bet he didn't understand.haha.And it was the freakin year where they made all students with free periods to go to the library and study!! like helloo!!! and we had mdm khadijah who used to glare at us all the time and make us write our names down cuz she always assumed it was us who made so much noise! and well, we didn't! not all the time! and got so much more tt i can't remember ..haha.. loved it man.. and OMG..nuha!! siglap centre cute guys!! ello! if u still out there.. drop me a tag k!!! haha
10. Sec 3 year
Man! I was majorly apprehensive. Cuz I didn't know anyone at all! and was not that close to Gau.erm, didn't know many pple existed..haha..like shaan and AARGH denise will kill me so i shall not mention it.had no idea Ser Hian was a tv star! cuz I was from the other side of the block.. but had fun. My horror began when I realised i had to go thru Mrs C twice!! within the same span of two years.. since i was the only one she knew.. she picked me as chem rep..ugh..grew closer to pple thru the second half of the year..haha.. kelly and her madcap lab adventures..haha.like we used to copy each other's answers cuz we never paid attention and miss johara! she hated the lab!! and all her little quirks!!super amusing..all the postcards we used to write... and man kat and gang ..never been more grateful for u guys *grinz*..nuha too.. thanks if i never said it b4. and got closer to the tamil pple.. and it was the year of the TKG ICS..haha..which no one in my batch embraced *oops* eh! we still haven't got our tees!!!*AHEM* UPTLC was a major drag and omg tamil lit.. still get chills when I think about it..and AARGH.. guess i'm glad i stuck through it..NOT!haha.. ok a bit~ and the horror I suffered being surrounded by Man U fans~ lala, robert and fatma..and wei chen who didn care :P and attempted educating me in taiwanese pop culture and I in turn...er how to sing. which she never stopped doing!!!! got my f4 education thru her :)
11. Sec 4 year:
woah! where do I start! CK as form teach and he was so indifferent he let us pick our own seats..thus me gau and fatma were rejoined .. haha. we used to camp at parkway all the time and watch movies ALL the time. didn't feel like we were studying at all. was also the year that kinda knew hui xunz starbucks friends and I remember seeing this guy who looked like denise ALOT which gau disagreed with. all the daily trips to MP lib to study and the cocoa smuggling we used to do :P got closer to ana shaf and geet as well!!!! And the time where we kept sleeping during leson and all those trips to the com labs.. and the little ways we used to creat havoc in the library.. like shifting the plant in the centre, then mdm kadijah would come ambling over and accuse us and we would say no.. show us proof..haha and the time she accused me and gau of having a system where the other one would wake the other up.. and I was like "is it a crime to ask my friend a question?" and she kept watching us.. funny. and my god all the cleaning sessions that we used to have during history lesson.. that 4/5 and 4/3 used to hear.. haha.. all his "why is there dust everywhere ?!" and then he'll walk out..my god.haha.I loved our class cuz we were so slack together.. nobody gave a freak.. we were so cliquish but still bonded cuz we were so unbonded..My god..during lit..where it'd be so boring.cuz she was SUCH a bimbo..haha.. and our "bond" with 4/7 cuz we were the only 2 classes to do pure history in the geog infested level.haha. and chem lab where kelly and I were even worse off cuz we were too lazy too identify QA..haha..and my god the vaSHUdha...it used to kill me..hmm...and OMG..physics.. was such a rip roaring time.. cuz Tan Ying was dammned blur.. and such a sweet guy.. he used to give marks if your handwriting was big enough..or if u thought of using the formulae but forgot to..haah~and he used to quote page numbers for exams.. and his love for the lab which I HATED going to cuz it was dank and dark..physics experiments are sooo boring except this time, think it was the chapter on electricity and we were supposed to do some complicated thing on the board and get the buzzer going..and in our sleep induced haze..kelly and I smelt smoke and we asked everyone around us without realising it was our batteries were smoking..haha..wad a bunch of tootz we were~ such gd memories man.. :)and my god all the lit enrichments we had over the 4 years.. they were so fun.. like the royal australian shakepseare coming over and doing all these great poems..I can never forget the one "When I was twenty one" and the one where he forgot his line..haha!! and "Coco Cabana"
12. Your best friend was?
its a trick question that I'm not answering.. never had a particular best friend actually
13. Your worst friend was?
well, she wouldn't be my friend if she was that bad now would she?
.14. Cafeteria food that sucked?
Everyone said it was the western stall auntie but just couldn stop buying food from her.haha
15. Most hilarious school rule?
"Please wear school uniform at all times"
oh and the one where the prefects could eat in the den but we can't eat anywhere else other than the canteen..Its supremely irritating when they come out of the den loaded with biscuits and tell you to go back downstairs to eat your one lone FRY.
And the fact that you had to sew your belt the minute they caught you. and they actually made you go to the home econs room for that. how anal. but also because they knew you would not sew it.haha. but we ripped it out anyway.haha
16. Wore uniforms?
duh. it was a green pinafore that anyone could recognise.. but in retrospect, I wouldn't have wanted to wear a skirt. and the shorts are very comfortable
17. How was the prom?
fun actually.haha. remembered dancing like mad.. hugging everyone.. and mr connor feeding hafizah with a bottle.. and the god awful australian unknown singer..who couldn sing anyway.. we all went out to take pictures..haha
18. Who was prom king and queen?
no such thing as far as I can remember
19. Any achievements?
yeah.. part of the choir..all the SYF stuff.
oh and being part of the teacher's day play,rememeber gasping at the wrong part.haha.hmm..I guess you could say tamil debate..truly didn't deserve a trophy cuz I sat down after 1 min.. worst nightmare..hated tamil competitions.. just wasn good at it.and the sec4 debate com where we lost and it was painful cuz it was not faiR!!! sighs. and plus i stupidly left the window open and everything flew out cuz i didn't put a paperweight on it..sighs. won best floor speaker later though..and finally getting an A2 for e-maths!!!! and the completion of the yellow book..haha
20. Were you popular?
naah.. hmm knew nuha who was very popular..does that count?haha
21. Best song that reminds you of pri school?
oh god..all the boy bands man.. TAKE 5..haha.. they lasted for less than 2 songs... definitely BSB and "when the ligts go out" by 5ive, esp cuz it was so "cool" it was danced to.. and god..*groan* Spice girls...haha.. i remember viva forever..god..haha
22. Unforgettable pri school crush?
Dun think I had any hormones until sec 2..haha.. unbelievable huh?
23. Most embarrassing moment?
in primary school?!? must have blocked it all out..haha...I guess when I was new in Primary 3 and I really hated being there. and being a jr prefect
24.Memory you'd like to forget about sec school?
oh god..where do I start.. def the siglap centre one..haha.. super embarrassing..but like i said.. do drop me a tag..haha :)and oh god this one has to go first...the sec 1 anderson guy.. god wadz his name?! sheesh.. that was soo irritating!!!! and I had very immature friends who would never shut up.. and haha.. oh god.. at tuition when we met Linaz bf..haha..i was like a motor mouth..and the losing of the laptop definitely..and the time I shouted at nuha in front of everyone..AARGH so embarrassing.. and oh god, when she spit green tea on front of my pinafore I would have killed her!!!funny tho..hmm..and er, when ms tng read my good luck card to the choir before their SYF..so embarrassing and ugh.. mr yeo's yodelling..just cuz of one second!! and er, the time when I fell over slowly, when I was tipping back my chair during chem..my god..so embarrassing..haha..and all gau and fatma could do was gasp and point when I was on the floor and Mrs Chan asked "where's Vashudha..though I just saw her" and wei chen was just peering curiously over me..sighs..haha
25.Best memory?
oh god.ALOT.no way in hell could I go through everything..
26. Any regrets?
nope.. dun think so..well.. maybe a few..
27. Would you like your "future child" to attend your sec school?
why not?! unless of course he was a guy.. which then would pose a problem..haha
28. Were the bathrooms clean?
relatively but hell we never had toilet paper.. they were super dim though..
29. How were the lunch boys?
we had no boys. duh.
Song that would best describe your sec sch life?
Creed - my sacrifice..haha..actually almost all the rock songs you can think of.. there was LFO - everyother time which Lala could not stop singing..nickelbak and duh. matchbox 20. dido. Roswell!!!haha
Tuesday, June 22
What Planet Are You From?
this quiz was made by The Autist Formerly Known As Tim
fear me, idiots of the world!
Sunday, June 20
1. I was seven
2. I hated taking the school bus
3. remembered my brother correcting my future form teacher that grammar was not spelt as grammer
4. loved barney
5. had a disgusting chinadoll fringe -glares-
5 Years Ago, I...
1. was in sec 1...1/2/7 rocks!!!
2. sat next to samantha whom i wanted to kill cuz she was an idiot
3. was such a nerd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4. got into a shitload of trouble which I repeat yearly
5. remember throwing a note to kat who sat two rows away and 'duh' got caught (It was a sail-in-the-air kind..)
3 Years Ago, I...
1. I went to a class wher I knew zilch
2. became closer to gau, ash and shaan
3. went to this disgusting tamil leadership camp which I woke Sumaya up for..haha
4. Thought my brother had the coolest set of friends when he was in AC
5. knew it was the return of the "manjula!!" haha
A Year Ago, I...
1. met my class and loved it mostly. And have this bunch of friends whom I would have never thought would be so
2. realised the perils of being an Indian in TJ
3. was so laid back I fell over alot
4. met Mr Thompson!!!!!! :D
5. told gau to go to aussie or that she would regret it :(
So Far This Year, I...
1. I stopped falling over
2. know I will miss my teenage years a hell lot
3. have really learnt alot...haha..
4. realised that being a leader is not just that easy
5. got back into touch with many friends whom I've been neglecting
Yesterday, I....
1. thought alot
2. felt bored
3. truly tried to to study
4. realised that I'm not meant to be in love
5. I know I still want to be seduced the Achilles-Brisiese way :D
Today, I ....
1. woke up and immediately bathed
2. realise I really have to do well for JCTs
3. miss my bro and kart
4. know its a "shit its sunday" feeling
5. know i'll laugh
Tomorrow I will...
1. erm yeah, study?
2. not touch chocolate
3. i dunno?! wad the hell.. do i look psychic?
4. not daydream
5. not get weepy when I listen to music
was reading nette's blog and there was this paragraph.......
It’s really sad, the way i drift from one phase of my life to the next and somehow drift away from my old friends in between.I’m like, hardly in contact with most of the people i hung out with in lower sec and i just find that really really sad! I mean, it didn’t start bugging me until lately, when i’m looking at all their blogs and everything, and then i read all about their lives and all the stuff they’re doing, and it’s like, amazing how much time has passed since we were all little kids in that ugly green uniform
I totally agree but sometimes, like My Girl, I don't want to meet them. The memories are encased in a nice dusty corner and you can blow off the dust and remember it exactly the way you did. But if you did catch up, sometimes that memory is lost. Not saying it happens all the time but sometimes, people do not turn out the way you thought they would. *shudders* I remember meeting my primary school friend in sec 2 and I almost screamed. She was such a vast difference. I mean, TKGS was famous for all the transitions of angel in heaven to bitch from hell
So to meet or not to meet?
Funny, that sometimes, these memories can be erased as well. Needless to say, me and nette weren't the best of pals in sec 1 & 2...haha.. but now, i'm quoting her!! says alot huh?! but some other peeps whom I actually regarded as friends are such hypocrites, its almost bewildering. Even Nuha was my "best friend" in sec 2 and I still do care for her, but things aren't just the same now and only now is there the maturity to understand why.
I guess in a odd way, it still hurts when you read their blogs and see how much has changed, how you are no longer a part of their life the way you used to be. In a way, it seems to be that you don't really matter. And its true! We should move on and not cling on to some things that may just not be
But there will be moments when you trip over a wire that will trigger a fond memory. Embrace it, grin and leave a note.
Cuz bygones may be bygones but history repeats itself
Night :]
Saturday, June 19
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!I knew I was never meant to be a virgo!
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haha..that'z cuz i walk funny..
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Frankly, never tasted it but sounds nice..hmm
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*sighs* haha.. :) pretty happy to be black
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Is it just me or does that sound butch?
Then, the other half just wants that person to hold you when you just feeling like hurling your pillow and feeling the world is just so fucked up.
However, insanity can be cured.
~blah~
Since the entry seems to be highly confusing for everyone who seemingly are unable to get my eclectic version of English, let me translate :THERE IS NO GUY IN MY LIFE! as per status quo
When I say,
Its funny most of the time I just loathe the idea of a relationship, that being in the same room, seeing him day in and day out, morally confined to only flirt with him, it just makes want to throw up, especially since I just get the CREEPS when I even think about it
I mean, When you are in a relationship, you have to be with your other half most of the time and are morally confined to only flirt with ur partner and not his friends and so on. And that commitment gives me the creeps because to devote ur time to just one person takes alot of courage, especially if you are talking abt a meaningful relationship.
Part II
When I say,
Then, the other half just wants that person to hold you when you just feeling like hurling your pillow and feeling the world is just so fucked up.
I mean,
exactly that! Sometimes you need someone to hold you, even if you are a self proclaimed feminist or a commiment phobic or even a psychopath, when the world is fucked up! duh.
However,
I haven't found him yet
so to my friends who were on the verge of homicide because i failed to tell them about this non existent guy, you can lay you knife to rest
Acknowledgements to Denise who was vastly confused and told me to rework my grammar :)
P/s: and right now, I'm thinking like hell i'll be in a relationship
Friday, June 18
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Its quite a damning realisation.
hmmm..does it have some deep psychological bearing? Does it imply some unfulfilled potential or longing? Does it hide a sad and lonely girl who is crying out for help? Does it show the marked beginnings of a failure? Or does it point out to mere laziness
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I just have way too much time on my hand that I am not channeling into the right resources
Thursday, June 17
Feel mildly depressed and resigned. Know i'm going to do badly for JCTs.Just found out that the people whom were deigned as 85 year old tottering spinsters not only have ONE but TWO suitors while you who seem remotely normal have yet to see a normal guy in over 2 years. Reading trashy novels does not help.Eating brownies does though.
Its funny most of the time I just loathe the idea of a relationship, that being in the same room, seeing him day in and day out, morally confined to only flirt with him, it just makes want to throw up, especially since I just get the CREEPS when I even think about it
Then, the other half just wants that person to hold you when you just feeling like hurling your pillow and feeling the world is just so fucked up.
However, insanity can be cured.
~blah~
Wednesday, June 16
I love Kauffman
I really love the idea that love IS ALL THAT empowering
I love Kate Winslet's hair
I love Clementine/Tangerine
I love going out with friends who are truly people you can connect with
I loved going out Haniza whom I haven't met in over a year but it just felt like we picked up exactly where we left off
I love Jim Carrey's art
I love the way its pronounced as jowl insetead of Joe-el
I love the experience of that at the moment, nothing else matters.
I love the feeling that nothing else is
I love the idea that love is not perfect but it is tried through with acceptance - "Okay"
I love the line " Of course not"
I love the fact that Carrey stayed and said goodbye
I love the ending
I love the idea that it was just one big circle
I loved the idea of feeling free
I love the idea that the movie gives you hope that some things just last forever
I love the title
I love "Pope Alexander"
I love the way it looked like a home video
I love the fact that everyone was so ordinary looking
I love the way everything was meshed together
I love the fact it was so real
I love the fact that sometimes, there are people out there who are so unrestrained
I love the fact that the idea of wild is not just getting stoned and drunk but also doing crazy things, like midnight picnics
I love the idea that it was taken in America, because in Singapore, the movie would have ended half way because there is no snow here and the lake would have never frozen over, resulting in them actually drowning
I love the fact that I realise that some movies just have to be watched with the right people and we did it right
I love the fact that Haniza did not know that Peasant could be utilised as a disdainful curse/swear word
I love the laughter that we shared and knowing she was laughing for the exact same thing and knowing what the hell I was laughing about
I love laugh-o-pathy
I love the idea that it was not awkward at all
I love the fact that we laughed more than we breathed
I love the idea that I could be so frank with a person I haven't met for so long and there was no offence taken
I love the idea that I forgot to take the movie stub
I love the idea that we kept going " Are you sure?" " I think it was here"
I loved yesterday
I love the idea that Deep is the perfect song for typing this
I love you if you are still reading this
and no, I still don't love school
Monday, June 14
The real deal
Virgins do not have dignity - Joshua
Liz: I KNOW you watch them doing it
Houston: Shut up eh!
Hell Yeah! - Liz
[Dixie Chicks - The polish version]
"Ja Ja Ja ~
"Ja aein't no moutainzh high enougzh" - Meg
[to ras]
"I think you're beautiful" - Houston
I haven't showered at all since yesterday - Joshua
You sound like you coughed up a hairball - Vasu
[in ref to other coaches]
I know he doesn't watch porn cuz he only has a 56k modem - Meg
Vasu : So, Houston, do you shave?
Houston: Only my beard
Meg: Everyone thinks it's Japan who started World War II but in reality, it was the Indians
Liz: Really! It was India?
Everyone collectively guffaws
Liz:[huffily] Why are people never open to new opinions?
Joshua: Do you get what I'm saying?
Ras: Yeah, that one. For the first time, yeah
Liz: Isn't that "Its raining men", the song?
Starts singing " For the first time in history, its raining men"
Joshua joins in with a slightly off key, canonised, jazz version
Liz:[glares] Aren't you lagging behind a few bars?
Why is it always the men with tissues? - Vasu
In reference to the Fullerton's ballroom which is so tiny that it can only accomadate 6 dancing couples at a time
Ras: Are you referring to the dance area being small or is there some sort of regulation or restriction?
Meg: My friend believes that most people in the world are virgins!
Vasu: Hello?! Where does she stay?!
Meg: Hougang, Serangoon, that area
Meg: So what would your mother say if you had a hickey?
Houston: She wouldn't mind..
Ras: A hickey?! Serious?!
Houston: A hickey?! I though you said Hindi!!!
Pauses a beat
Houston: er, so what's a hickey?!
I leave every debate session feeling defiled - Liz
Liz: You know, Kampongs usually have only have one room and they all sleep together but yet they have
14 kids?
Meg: Very insightful
Liz: HOW?!?
Meg: Have you ever considered that they might not be the father's?
Liz: Oh God! EEW!
Vasu: Can you stop blowing your nose?
Liz: No, I very well can't blow you.
Fool ! Heathen ! I cast thee out ! - Joshua
Meg: Did you wear braces?
Liz: Yeah
Meg: So they did hinder you when you kissed?
Liz: He had braces too!!!
Ras: Er, Vasu! You're not gonna use our names right?!
Vasu: Of course not!
Sunday, June 13
This is a plea to all those people who know me and my brother.
*I probabaly should not go on to do this cuz he will kill me*
My bro has finally heard of friendster! *gasp* and due to his very *ahem* busy schedule, is unable to add all the people he wishes to
*AHEM*
so if you do know my brother and have been dying to add him but due to various reasons
a) you lost his email address
b) you are avoiding him
c) you do NOT want to know him
d) you have no idea that he left for oz
e) erm who's he again?!
f) wtf
g) who's effing blog is this!?
have been unable to do so, please do add him. Your kindness will be much appreciated. In fact, for every friend added, 1 cent will be donated by various organisations to help-vasudha-study fund
Saturday, June 12
Friday, June 11
You're South Africa!
After almost endless suffering, you've finally freed yourself
from the oppression that somehow held you back. Now your diamond in the
rough is shining through, and the world can accept you for who you really are.
You were trying to show who you were to the world, but they weren't interested
in helping you become that until it was almost too late. Suddenly you're
a very hopeful person, even if you still have some troubles.
face="Times New Roman">Take the Country
Quiz at the Blue Pyramid
I can almost hear Meg laughing.. :P.. the minority oppressed..
What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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I can almost picture the smirks being traded.. :P
Rainbow
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Thursday, June 10
.haah.
After reading my jr's blog, I think that perhaps I should tell them to stop bonding as there are disturbing tendencies to manifest their fellow team mates as SIM characters which can be accrued to an unhealthy obsession that is completely disassociated with debating as a team but rather with the various romances that could be generated.creepy. And a lot of superfluous words just for the hell of it.
Jolyn De Roza has finally seen the light as she finally appreciates 'The Reason'! Hoobastank, if you are reading this by any chance because you are avid blog hoppers, I have converted her! hehe.do I get any 'fan' benefits?!
I was checking my mail and it just got me thinking..
yes yes, I know your are dying to make a crack here. I suppose you are entitled to a marginal lift of the eyebrows and a teeny weeny gasp...done?!
All these friendship emails You are Unique and Special..someone is thinking of you..they don't make sense..Well, not only because its cheesy but because it defeats the whole purpose of the message. Take this for example - "You are unique and special to me. You are the only one I'm thinking of right now". Its designed to give you the aww..that's so sweet vibe
Of course, you will (unless you think it's disgusting and thus would never give you that feeling because you would never think of it and would just hit the 'delete' button)
Anyway, you would think its supremely nice of your email buddy to send you this especially when you haven't seen her for so long UNTIL you see the whole forwarded list of 50 people who have received the same message from her with the same-"You are unique and special. You are the ONLY one I'm thinking of right now"
The purpose of the message is lost and it now just occupies useful space that could be utilised better. The feel good feeling that you might have had disappears and all it does is make you feel more worthless,that you ARE unique and special.. just like everyone else..
Another classification of emails that fall under this genre of "occupying useful space that could be utilised better" is these emails of kittens being used as bonsai plant displays or various pictures put together of smashed up victims of drunk driving accidents which usually start off with "Jenny was a bright and vivacious 17 year old...".
I generally don't have a problem with these emails unless they have those insane clauses at the end which go like this :-
If you send it to
50-100 pple - You are so kind that you will be nominated for sainthood and will be assured a place at the right hand of God when DD ambles along
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0-10 pple - You are such a worthless selfish bitch/bastard who can't even be bothered to click on her mouse and thus, for not spreading this message of despair will forever be boiled in oil and the devil will use his trident and gouge your eyes out. It is the most fitting punishment for a cold bitch/bastard as you are.
What's the deal?!
Firstly, you are the sicko who enjoys "spreading the message" of despair and doom, emailing pple pictures of poor hapless victims who probably don't even know they are being used What are you doing?!. Secondly, if you are sending these emails to inform people of the dangers and cruelty out there, aren't you defeating the purpose of your email by threatening them with boiling oil. Thirdly, you are disgusting and base person who is no different from the bonsai kitten tormentors as you are using fear to initiate people of their choice, thereby also defeating the purpose of informing them as they would not do it because they want to warn pple but rather because they want an accelerated way to sit next to god. 4ly, people are not stupid. 5ly, 99% you are a spammer who just wants to sell my email address to various sex companies which would offer me products I do not need because I'm not testosterone laden. 6ly, though I am bowled over by your faith in my goodness, I do believe that not forwarding this email would just be added to my ever growing list of sins that it would actually not be erased IF I did actually send it to 50 over pple. 7ly, as much as it pains me and makes me sound like a heartless bitch, I'd rather send a check to PETA than trust all these digital newfangled devices that promise a donation of $1 by Bill Gates if you forward it to pple.
Next time, watch what you click. The digital God is watching over you.
Tuesday, June 8
I was going thru my previous entries and now that the Jrs are putting in a modicum of effort and i know them, they aren't that bad. I have always liked them but sometimes frustration gets the better of me and i really cant stand the inertia.I enjoyed bonding with them but responsibilty and friendship are two different things. oh well blah~
I also had this whole question thing about friendships, abt it being circumstantial and whether you only stay in it as long as it reaps some benefit for you. Interestingly, we were talking abt this yesterday whilst waiting for our VERY tardy juniors. Josh proposed that we only stayed together as long as there was minmal conflcit of interests and it was not because of convergence but rather divergence, the fact that friendships are maintained becasue of differing interests and superificial commanality. But is there all there is? really?! (NB: I'm sorry if it turns out to become houston's sapling cradle of civilisation)
Shall further analyse. analyse that!
Yes, it is tool employed to hinder my studying process so that i can moan about how I am not studying
*gasp* you guessed it, you ingenious villain!
Monday, June 7
My niece!!Isn't she adorable.Aww.haha.sorry I just love babies and she's just over a month old. she's got the teeniest ever little fingers ever.its sho sho cute.*end baby cutesy voice*
Haha.Actually makes me wonder how I was like that to the great big hulking mass of lard I am today.Sighs.feeling self abusive as today heralds the 1 week non-excersise regime that I have fallen into.the trap of laziness that is so big a rut that it will just suck you down.
[haha.If the world didn't suck, we'd all fall of off~ courtesy of Beat during tuition. I think its knee slapping hilarious]
And this is the week where I have been eating the most.
Too tired to do social commentry of a peaceful week.
F A T
.eeww.
Saturday, June 5
*cheers*
haha. Ok i still miss my PC but i guess a notebook is better for internet surfing then no surfing at all. If you really want to analyse this, please approach the latest addition to CJ. I'm sure he'll explain the perils of not surfing in Hawaii - I mean, the global policeman could be after you!~
*runs away screaming*'
another inside debate joke. Hmm. back to ny favourite topic. I feeel like telling them to shove themselves and the whole debate association where the sun don't shine and that's putting it politely. Where's the B in deBate when you need him the most?!
In the end, coporal punishment is the way. Enforcement.:P
ok maybe, I'm slightly biased and am seen as such. but oh come on, its not as though we're unfairly taxing you guys. misery.
And I do no want HER( haha.like HIM from Powerpuff girls) coming up to me and saying anything about DEBATE. You bird killer. I will sic the crows on you.
the walls are closing in again.
.misery.
*at this point, V realises that she sounds mildly psychotic*
Went to the umpteenth wedding this year but this week it was DIFFERENT
duh.because I saw V.twice but its gone. Not that I talked to him or know him but now that he's real. =poof= its gone.oh well.Ash, he's all yourz :) haha. not the I ever wanted him to be mine. but damn, he looks good in a suit.
Its not fair. IF ONLY i don't have to see the guys i like in real life or MEET them, life would be perfecto. (Lydz habit..haha.. or rather habito) but no,the automatic filter has to come on.
I hate small talk and polite smiles. Ugh. double ugh.
Dance night tonite. aLL the best dee and hehe. hi di! see u tonite
*mild psycho tunes off*
June commons. A'levels. Me.ugh.