Its funny most of the time I just loathe the idea of a relationship, that being in the same room, seeing him day in and day out, morally confined to only flirt with him, it just makes want to throw up, especially since I just get the CREEPS when I even think about it


Then, the other half just wants that person to hold you when you just feeling like hurling your pillow and feeling the world is just so fucked up.


However, insanity can be cured.


~blah~

Since the entry seems to be highly confusing for everyone who seemingly are unable to get my eclectic version of English, let me translate :THERE IS NO GUY IN MY LIFE! as per status quo

When I say,

Its funny most of the time I just loathe the idea of a relationship, that being in the same room, seeing him day in and day out, morally confined to only flirt with him, it just makes want to throw up, especially since I just get the CREEPS when I even think about it

I mean, When you are in a relationship, you have to be with your other half most of the time and are morally confined to only flirt with ur partner and not his friends and so on. And that commitment gives me the creeps because to devote ur time to just one person takes alot of courage, especially if you are talking abt a meaningful relationship.

Part II


When I say,

Then, the other half just wants that person to hold you when you just feeling like hurling your pillow and feeling the world is just so fucked up.

I mean,

exactly that! Sometimes you need someone to hold you, even if you are a self proclaimed feminist or a commiment phobic or even a psychopath, when the world is fucked up! duh.

However,
I haven't found him yet

so to my friends who were on the verge of homicide because i failed to tell them about this non existent guy, you can lay you knife to rest

Acknowledgements to Denise who was vastly confused and told me to rework my grammar :)

P/s: and right now, I'm thinking like hell i'll be in a relationship