Sunday, September 11

all of me, spelling errors and all.

Man, sundays ALONE are so liberating and surprisingly, I cannot believe I think with spaces. I usually thinking its amesh of furious thoughts all jumbled up which it usually is so i dunno maybe cuz its typing. its jo's brithday haven't got anything yet and that reminds me i owe denise a card and I still dunno what exactly to put it in it that would make it worse than putting the wrong's person picc in her card. hahahahhaha
gimme my money back, you bitch. And don't forget to give me back my black tee shirt.
damn that song is funny. hahha. i have so much work to do yet I am so unbothered. what is wrong with me. I dcan't believe I'm typing all of this. Man, I',m getting all unexerccisey and flabby. can't believe my hand hrt from flipping thru tees in heeren,i think i sprained an arm muscle. I sthat even possible?!
Just spent the whole of last nigth watching I heart huckabees which is an interesting take on life and funniness. hahaha. Really, though it was surreal it was poignant and yet funny. stupid but funny. Damn, that reminds me, I have to send anu the post it software! I hope eulogy is like that. lookskinda funny. Lemon TEA! !!!! Mac's lemon tea! Lemon tea! I want to dance. hmmmm, lemme search for in the club. You know, i think the only song I could never get sick off would be jimmy eat world - sweetness. Its been on since I was sec 3 and i could never never never ever get sick of it. You make me so excited and I dun wanna fight it. Ain't nuthin better baby, I start to rush, you are my sugar rush. Reminds me of beach flip flops and candy. I can't stand pple ( i think this ws with lynn) who proclaim to be song elitists *which I do* hahah but i love somepop music and etc etc. AARGH i feel like a poseur. HAha. Jo and I concluded (imptce of good grammar) that i relaly bitch too much and too viciously. WILL NOT BITCH WILL NOT BITCH cuz i always feel guilty. must stop swearing also. Yesterday was kinda fun, realising I am soo sad. I haven't actually crushed at all. properly. wa lau. sucks. I feel like my teenhood was a lie and les sunfulfilled. maybe I realy am asexual. oh dear. dun think I am les but asexual. Its ironic but its terrible. maybe its true. oh hmmm. or hahhaha, it could be cuz nobody wants me. Nobody lurves me everybody hates me..maybe its like that cool program me and Hani were doing till the wee hours of night. Man, I completely hated friday. fell asleep thru every lesson. I mean, kncok myself out kinda sleepy. surviving on 2 hrs of sleep for TWO DAYS. but it also felt liberating. like I was less nice to people and could be more snappy and more bitchy becuase my guard wasn't up.
Okay lunch.

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