i.e becuase...
Ok, the Hindus believe in karma so what ever you do WILL come back and bite you in the ass so the safest course is to do good all the time.
Which is of course, nice and peachy if you could.
I can't
Not that I don't have the intention but things work against me (probably because of previous bad karma but I keep accumulating so until I exhaust it, I'm doomed to not have good> evil in my account balance. Its gonna be a long trip for my soul.haha.)
WELL, its not so much the idea of karma itself because it is a pretty judicial system. You know, all you reap what you sow.. its the idea of "you're gonna get it, no matter what"
See, unlike a jail term, I don't know when my ass is gonna get bitten or where or how. There is no in-between for the repayment of sins bit.( I don't think S/HE's ever in between jobs) So, for all I know, My A's have already pre ordained. So why am I even studying?
So, you start getting paranoid and superstitious..is the bus late cuz I told my mum i was studying when i was watching a movie? Did I sprain my ankle cuz I skipped PE the last time around?Does the crazy dog only choose me to bark at because well I was a thief in my previous birth? Does F Tong want to see me cuz I tucked out my uniform after he said don't for the nth time? ..Ok wait.. that isn't karma but you see what all the speculation can do.. make you paranoid. Before you know it, you don't know whether you're in the cockpit with the automatic pilot on or off. hmm.. And unlike the prehistoric conversation that meg and I had, I don't think karma meters are replacable any longer.
So, all we can do is pray for a lighter sentence so you get "whoo ee..payback time...thunk" instead of WHAM.
*wails* I want confession!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But then again, the bastards in Russia will have it coming like " whoo ee.. payback time.. WHACKSLAPDASHTHUNKABITCRASHBANGBAMSLAM"
and they deserve their bad karma.
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