Post Friendship Week

I have realised that none of my close friends actually follow me up.
Let's look at the facts.
In Primary 6, Sherene, my best friend went to Cedar and I went to TKGS.
In sec 1 and 2, Kat and Nuha were my good friends respectively went away to different classes. Nuha to 4/9, Kat and the H4 to 4/7 and I, the lonely soul went to 4/4 alone with no other 2/7-er to accompany me.
In Sec 3 and 4, my close friends were Gau, Fatma and to a certain extent Shaan.
Gau went to VJ, then flew the coop to go to Oz. Fatma went to VJ and though Shaan went to T, she went to an entirely different class and now we are not As close or maybe closer as we were, I don't know.

Funny, it was actually Cheryl Lee who followed me up. From TA6 to TK to TJ. Sadly, don't talk to her anymore even though, her, Ruo Ya, Hwee Ying and Me used to make alot of noise in Pri 6. Weird. And haha, I remember we had to write a group composition on some sort of journal and she chose the date 23rd or 26th October and we all protested. But she insisted that it was the best date because, as I later guessed, it was her birthday. And we used to gush so much about her sister Amanda, whom, I swear was one of the cutest little kids I ever saw. Well Cheryl, if you ever read this, I'm glad o know You :) And it IS peculiar because I see her every morning because she is in 31.

And actually, what is Friendship? Is it just some bond you form that lets you use the person for a while, emotionally or physically and once that use has dried up and the years go by, you don't know what to do with that redundant bond. It just sounds so cynical but is it true? What defines friendship any better? Because you can tell each other things, so you can release your emotions, so you have someone to laugh with? I don't know. But definitely, for whatever reason, It is not easy to maintain a friendship. So many complications can occur. Friend A may hate the guts of Friend B. Friend C may be laughing at you while smiling with you. Friend D may be a great person but not someone you actually want to be friends with. Haah. Its so cynical but weird. I don't know. I just hope that I never lose my JC friendships because I really feel as though A lot has happened with them ( ALOT HAS!) but at the same time, I hope I'll never stop being friends with Gau and Fatma and Nuha and Kat.

>> Random Memory : Haah. There was once in sec 4 when Nuha and I met up after a while and we wanted to go Suntec but we got off one stop earlier and decided to walk through via the concourse but ended up somewhere en way to Espalnade and all we could do was sing Sweetness by Jimmy Eat World. Haah. We were nuts. Really. I had the oddest friendship with her. It feels weird to say Alawiyah now.haaah~<<

And now I'm good friends with Azzah. Weird~ I mean I knew her via Nuha but yeah, It is just weird :].
Well, I don't se many of my friends as often as I like as I guess I'm too busy wrapped up with this bunch so to all of you pple, we were good friends once and I do treasure that and it will definitely be special to me and there will be days when I'll just sit there and laugh about it as i hash through the memories.
To
Nuha: you will always be my best friend to some part of me ( please don't cry as I know you will).
Kat: haha, we had some good times together. Lab Rats forever. Pls do not get into teng yippy situations. Gau: Your'e in Australia so go away.
Fatma : Chocolate is sinful but so is sex on the kitchen table. Hope you get your sleek kitchen.
Shaan : I know you'll find the ang moh Indian for you ;)
Sherene : woah! we were kids and though we hardly talk, I only wish you the very best :)
Haniza : I will miss everything about you. Your kooky sense of Humour and your Berets.
Diane: Only 3 mths and woah, I miss you!
Jana: Your'e pretty faar away and the chances of you reading this is one to a million, but hey glad to have known you :) You're still the only one i know who appreciates kid rock. Will never forget wasshisname in sec 2..JEROME!haah
us : You know who you are :) and i'm glad all of you are part of my life :) >>hugz<<
Dunman / Condemned Gang : I used to wish you all dead but I guess I matured. Now I wish you'd all just commit suicide ;) Atleast, you all tend to understand that Vasudha is my name more than Busty <:P
3203: we rock.'nuff said
Megz: haah. floozie. >>grinz<<

Well, to the rest, I guess you're pivotal in my life in some way so HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY anyway.
And to anyone else i missed, er, I guess you ain't that Important.haah. kidding. sheesh.


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