Thoughts are meshing furiously within my head, flowing in and out as I repeatedly try to hold on to one or two but fail completely as I falter and get pushed around by the building panic.

...Shouldn't be so complicated.I'm so scared that I'll never get back together...

Well things that have happened this week

1.Pierced my nose.Look pretty good,if I should say so myself :)
2.Found out the TJ debate team is 7th in ranking and will be meeting HC on sat
3.Nobody gives a shit about that
4.Have increasingly been blabbing about myself. should stop being so self centred
5. Jolyn who brightens up my day with ultra stupid sayings such as Why was there a civil war in America? I mean, they're all white and Bet he had to buy his way into oxford
6.Will have to learn to stop being pushed around. esp where my handphone is concerned.ugh.disaster. also have to stop leaving wallet around cuz of scum-sucking extremely disgusting, ratty and pesky juniors (namely YOU!)
7.Kept thinking about things that should have been but never was. dreamt about it too.freaky.never thought about it for a long time. must be all the stress. Definitely think you belong where you are now. faaaaaaaar away and hope NOT to see you EVER
8.Have looked at the growing amount of things that I have to do and would probably only continue looking at and not DO
9.Watched Mean Gurls twice
10.got the biggest shock of my life when F thong called me u after contact time.beware of mikes
11.Read a nice book
12.saw meg after a week of Joshua-ness. Balance of power has been restored. Europe is happier now
13.Missed my bro and kart for reasons unknown
14.GOT MY NOSE PIERCED!!!!
15.hmm..vandalised tables again after a long time. stoned in lecture after a long time too.
16.saw cute(INDIAN)guy after alooong time *grinz*
17. listened to very amusing incidents that mr loft is prone to, like burning down the house :)
18.Have heard about ant more than is recommended for healthy people. probably have toxins running in my veins
19.Helped Ras identify the caucasian teachers in TJ
20.Had a fun History S period especially when there were funny conversations :-
Brenda: Why didn't they just kill Napolean?
Mr Thompson : Of course not! We're British, you know!!!
haha. obviously that isn't the real reason

Well feel better now. think. there's always order in chaos :)