Asthma

man! i 'm back on steroids which is quite disgusting.. but atleast i dun feel like dying. i seriously hinnk asthma sucks. ur not really sick cuz u dun look sick but u wheeze all the time and u can feel the phlghem [ do u know until last year, i always assumed that phlghem was spelled as flame but just pronounced differently.. yeah i know i'm dumb because i'm publicly admitting it] in u and ur shoulders ache from wheezing and i hate steroids and asthma!!!!!

And i realise there are only 5 weeks left for sch to start! i mean, we'll be year 2s! there will be a 32/04 trailing behind us and ohmygod, the debators! and SRJC com! stressed!!! totally! and my parents still don't know i'm debate pres..sighZzZ and my grades have been so down.. its really bad.. must start to do constant studying but the urge to slack around is so overwhelming! sighSsS.. so much to for debate and my life! ok will start organising myself

Things to be done during the holidays
01. make a study timetable
02. clean room and organise desk
03. study for SAT
04. get rid off unwanted stuff
05. er, study?
06. finish reading lit books
07. go watch love actually!!! (actually number one on my priority list)
08. Get gau her pres
09. Get shan her pres
10. Give diane and nuha's theirs?
11. attempt to get one for jolyn [haha]
12. early shopping for Asha's?
13. Hopefully get a Xmas pres for di, jo, deb, de, kat, chi [if budget allows..sorry!]
14. Plan BBQ for db8 snrs..[WALKER!! i need a damn budget!]
15. do db8 stuff for jrs
16. research for db8
17. chase walker for $$ for db8 badge [sighZzZ]
18. and try to party in b/w..like yeah right? -rolls eyes-

so much to do and so little time.. tiring to think abt it.. think i shall go sleep.. haha..
- Stress is when u wake up and realise you didn sleep at all-